Ruthie's Corner

Working for a goal even if it feels like the world is against you! Some days it does feel like the world is out to swallow you whole. I have been dealing with that feeling for about 2 months now. My doctor has been, as I feel, like a test pig. It does mess with me and my moods. I have had to push me to the point where I sometimes wonder if I will tell myself to take a long walk of a short pier. The fact that I was raised to never give up, to work even if you’re not feeling the best, and (my Dad’s favorite saying) it is better to look good than feel good. During the past month I have managed to meet a few larges goals for me, such as getting a few deals done, riding more, and starting to landscape the yard. It has been a rough journey and some of my goals are being pushed back a month or two I know that one day I will reach them even if not when I intended. By keeping to put one foot in front of the other it makes it easier for me to navigate the path ahead to reach those goal...

What is a person to do? When you are caught in a rut with no where to go? Many people cannot seem to get over the hurdle that is holding them back. They feel that something will come along and help them magically get out with no pain or suffering.   I learned at a young age that if you are stuck in a rut the best choice is to learn as you climb. Don't give up on what seems impossible. I am reminded of this I recent days as I have faced some struggles in my personal life. While my work life has remained steady and strong (thanks to the help of my father). My personal life has been more of a train wreck. First I had to cut back on some volunteer work I did (hardest decision I have had to make in 28 years), Then I had to deal with the loss of a few friends. All of this was due to my health. Being able to work from home (bed) on a computer and still work was my only sanity during this last week. I have prayed for an easy way out of this rut but so far I am taking the long climb up. I...